Some people have some real issues in life.
In more ways than one.
Their life is shitty as hell for one reason.
Yet
And still
they find the time to try to make other people's lives miserable by spreading lies and mischief.
Why?
I know that not everyone will like you or your ways but some people will tell the most awesome lies on you just to make others hate you.
I am not the best but I am certainly not the worse.
Period.
Point blank.
I am for the most part, kind, though, but I still have people who think I am a horrible person because of what certain people have said about me.
Because certain folks will tell people all kinds of things about me that are mean, derogatory and just damn lies.
I am sick of them but I have to reach in me and realize that some of my ways most likely sick the Good Lord.
So I try not to hate them but it is so hard.
I wish I could just cuss everybody out like I used to and too bad for whoever doesn't like it but I grew up in my faith.
I want to cry, though.
Because I want to cuss certain people out so bad and then let them rot in the hell reserved for them within my brain but I can not.
I have to forgive their disgusting remarks and their wicked ways and that is that.
And I must love them, too.
That is asking a body a lot.
But I am sure I have disgusted my Maker even worse so better I focus on my sinful state instead of dwelling in the misery that certain people try to put me in.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me so biting my tongue and not slapping the hell out of certain people should be a piece of cake.
Yup.
Easy.
Cheesy.
Peasy.
Seriously.
I can do all things through He who strengthens me.
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